For Two Long Months
For two long months
It was you whom I want to see
It was your eyes I want to stare
It was your voice I want to hear
It was your hug I want to feel
It was your hand I want hold
Oh for two long months
Thoughts of you was my routine
For two long months
I was shrouded with sadness
I kept on expecting
And was only disappointed
To wake up with nothing but an empty inbox
I said its okay, its okay, comfort I say
To face a day
Without you wondr’n if I’m okay
I said its okay, its okay, comfort I say
To sleep without your goodnight
I love you and sleep tight
I said its okay, its okay, comfort I say
Oh for two long months,
Sixty one days
I said its okay, its okay
Everything’s okay…
Later I realized
Maybe someone has arrived
Caught your attention
And grabbed you by the heart
Later I was told
It was your best friend who arrived
I tried to call you for a countless times
God knows it was tough
To hear “unreachable” for a countless times
And for so many times
I tried to answer
“What’s on my mind?”
A shout to let you hear
“Hey! I’m here!”
But again,my shout's been ignored
Later I found the core
There, in your mind, I found this girl
And I, again and again
For two long months
Completely disappeared
In the picture I should've portrayed
For two long months
I kept on saying, its okay, its okay
Everything’s okay
But in the darkness of the night
Tears just fell in a pillow I held so tight
I was your woman
And I thought you were my man
But why did I end up being the second one?
Alone, abandoned and ignored
Oh I asked
What have I done to be treated that way?
Was I so harsh, so blunt, so pathetic?
Or was I a mistake you wanted to impede?
Was she the woman you were so happy with?
And was I the girl you don’t want to be with?
Was I so wrong to believe your words?
Was I so childish to ask for your time?
Was I being so sensitive to think that you like her?
And that for two long months
You completely forgot that I was here?
After that two long months
You finally came back
I was observing you
Happy to finally see you
But if I may ask
Did you feel the same way too?
To my surprise,
You were never happy to say you were back
We met and we talked
No sparks, no nothing
Perhaps everything is true
“I need to spend my time with her coz she’s sick and you’re
not”
Was the only words you threw
Stunned and completely blank
For that two long months...
It was painful to accept that my Shaun was gone
And God knows it was a lot painful to say “I’m letting you
go”
You may have asked
Why did I say SPACE?
Why did I ask “comma or dot?”
Perhaps I was hoping Shaun would come back…
